I just came home after a two hour drive and I need to take it easy.
It's my third Sunday in a row that I visited the beautiful city Zutphen but there's no beauty in the reason why I go there.
I have a sister, she's four years older than me and she stays at a terminal care hospice here, she's dying from breast cancer.
She is very sick and has a depression to top it all off.
It makes things so much more complicated, and nasty and above all so fucking sad.
Did I mention that she has two young kids of 5 and 10?
S A D
To say the least.
I have no idea how to deal with this, I just do and go with the flow as much as possible.
For now my body says 'relax and do it now' so I need to get my mind ready to do so.
Let's see if I can find music to soothe me down a bit.
Oh and of course watch Felix Baumgartner jump from the edge of space.
(which seems to be an awfully futile thing to do at the moment).
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